Discouraged

The stress is showing on my face! My friends and colleagues all sympathised with me. This is one of the most difficult period in my working life. I have always been a positive and cheerful person. Somehow, I can't seem to overcome this "problem". Every Sunday, I go to church to pray for a miracle. Everyone prayed for me including Amanda. I am thankful for my friends, colleagues and my daughter, who is such a sweet and sensitive girl for her age.

I thought I will stay in the job till my retirement. So when I had to update my resume I burst into uncontrollable sobs. I could never imagine that this would happen to me after 20 long years. I feel so lost and confused!