Discouraged

Lately, I have been dragging myself to work. In all my entire working career I have never felt so stupid, incompetent and very unhappy! I have always put in my best efforts in whatever tasks I have been assigned to do. Well, things have changed since the beginning of the year. I have lost confidence and cannot even make the smallest decisions without having to consult the 'higher authority' first.

Due to the many complications, there is no longer harmony amongst my fellow colleagues. The senior ones now try to avoid me and are no longer helpful. Everyone is 'pushing' the work to somebody else. I cannot believe this is happening.

I pray for a miracle to happen. Otherwise, I may have to throw in the towel and give up altogether!