Amanda's surgery

Amanda has been through so much sufferings. God, please put an end to all her sufferings.

Sometimes, I just don't know what to think. I just feel numb and lost. That's how I felt when the doctor said Amanda needs another op. I think Amanda felt the same way too. She said to me "this is not fair, mum". And I said, "I know, dear". It's not fair and I don't know why or how to explain to her.

Amanda once wrote that "I wish...I wish...I wish... for a miracle".

Thank you, Lord for the successful op.